Post by Faerydae Lily Elfe on Sept 18, 2010 8:03:20 GMT
Dear Laila,
How is everything? Is it true they took you to a place for crazy people? They took me to one as well. I don't know what they did with Maurelle and Blossom. I'm sorry. I tried to find out - I was told that they were taken to a foster home, but I don't know where. I was taken into a home myself, but I was bad, and they sent me away again.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be bad. I was following the rules, and they didn't like it. They said that I had to call them by their Human names, and they wouldn't listen to me when I tried to explain that I wasn't allowed to. Was that the right thing to do? They said it would please them if I called them their 'proper' names, but it would make you and all the Faeries upset. I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry if I did wrong, and I've sent lots of positive thoughts out and I'm trying to make up for it, I promise.
My psychiatrist told me that they said you were schizophrenic, and I told her that you weren't. She wouldn't listen when I explained that the Faerie Queen really does talk to you. I'm sorry. I'll do better. I have a psychiatrist here, I think. A man, but I haven't met him yet. I promise I'll explain everything to him really well.
There's a boy here's who's wonderful. He is a Human, and his name is Black Quartz. I know it isn't a flower name, and I hope it's okay, but he really helped me. I saw a Faerie - although it might have been a piece of rubbish in the water, it was just out of the corner of my eye - and I jumped in. But I've never been in deep water before (although our bath was quite deep) and it was quite scary when I went underneath. Anyway, Quartz jumped in and pulled me out and then got my crystal for me, because it fell out my pocket.I kick
I am sharing a room with two Human girls at the moment. One of them is called Gladiolus (my foster carers gave me a book that was really helpful, and I'm trying to memorize it), and that means strength of character. She doesn't talk, and takes amazing pictures. I called her that because you can tell that she is really strong, although she seems sad. I'm sending off lots of good thoughts for her though, and I think she'll get better soon. The other girl is called White Heather (or Heather for short), which is protection from danger. She isn't dangerous, but she thinks that she's evil. We've talked a few times, and you'll never guess what? Her uncle was trying to make her a Faerie as well, and they said he was schizophrenic, and took him to the crazy peoples place!
It's a weird coincidence. She says that she's evil, and can kill people if she touches them, so I'm staying away from her. Does that make me bad? I know I should let her touch me - she probably wants to have some contact - if it makes her happy, but I don't want to die. I'll go straight to Hell if I do, because I'm still a Changeling, and I'm scared of that. I'm sorry if I'm a bad person. She gets upset if you touch her, but that's just an excuse, and I shouldn't make them.
I'm sorry. I'll repent.
Love,
Faerydae Elfe (yourdaughter Changeling).
How is everything? Is it true they took you to a place for crazy people? They took me to one as well. I don't know what they did with Maurelle and Blossom. I'm sorry. I tried to find out - I was told that they were taken to a foster home, but I don't know where. I was taken into a home myself, but I was bad, and they sent me away again.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be bad. I was following the rules, and they didn't like it. They said that I had to call them by their Human names, and they wouldn't listen to me when I tried to explain that I wasn't allowed to. Was that the right thing to do? They said it would please them if I called them their 'proper' names, but it would make you and all the Faeries upset. I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry if I did wrong, and I've sent lots of positive thoughts out and I'm trying to make up for it, I promise.
My psychiatrist told me that they said you were schizophrenic, and I told her that you weren't. She wouldn't listen when I explained that the Faerie Queen really does talk to you. I'm sorry. I'll do better. I have a psychiatrist here, I think. A man, but I haven't met him yet. I promise I'll explain everything to him really well.
There's a boy here's who's wonderful. He is a Human, and his name is Black Quartz. I know it isn't a flower name, and I hope it's okay, but he really helped me. I saw a Faerie - although it might have been a piece of rubbish in the water, it was just out of the corner of my eye - and I jumped in. But I've never been in deep water before (although our bath was quite deep) and it was quite scary when I went underneath. Anyway, Quartz jumped in and pulled me out and then got my crystal for me, because it fell out my pocket.
I am sharing a room with two Human girls at the moment. One of them is called Gladiolus (my foster carers gave me a book that was really helpful, and I'm trying to memorize it), and that means strength of character. She doesn't talk, and takes amazing pictures. I called her that because you can tell that she is really strong, although she seems sad. I'm sending off lots of good thoughts for her though, and I think she'll get better soon. The other girl is called White Heather (or Heather for short), which is protection from danger. She isn't dangerous, but she thinks that she's evil. We've talked a few times, and you'll never guess what? Her uncle was trying to make her a Faerie as well, and they said he was schizophrenic, and took him to the crazy peoples place!
It's a weird coincidence. She says that she's evil, and can kill people if she touches them, so I'm staying away from her. Does that make me bad? I know I should let her touch me - she probably wants to have some contact - if it makes her happy, but I don't want to die. I'll go straight to Hell if I do, because I'm still a Changeling, and I'm scared of that. I'm sorry if I'm a bad person. She gets upset if you touch her, but that's just an excuse, and I shouldn't make them.
I'm sorry. I'll repent.
Love,
Faerydae Elfe (your
Black Quartz = Riordan
Gladiolus = Francesca
White Heather = Laura
Gladiolus = Francesca
White Heather = Laura